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I have the strong urge to make myself sick or hurt myself badly at least 10 times a day each day some days I feel like beating the crap out of myself with my fathers belt, sometimes I want to go over to the river beside my house and jump in knowing I can't swim. I had the urge to poke my eyes out with Pen earlier today and then cut my fingers off with my mothers kitchen knife. Sometimes when I'm alone in my room i feel like throwing myself up against the wall until i pass out or choke myself with a belt. I want to bite my lower lip until I go all the way through. I want to swallow all the detergent in the laundry room when i'm doing laundry. So I guess I can say I have the insane urge to hurt myself constantly.
I often get the urge to eat living animals. It has happened with rabbits, cats, fish, birds, and occasionally, dogs. The more harmless they look, the more I want to eat them.
I had this urge tonight while doing dishes. I saw this tictoc clock we have and wanted to put it and all the other clocks I own in my dishwasher. I might just do it!
I always have the urge to not eat. I always give in to that urge too. I also have the urge to throw up after I eat. I have the urge to cry. And cry. And cry. & Cry. Anxiety & depression is truly getting to me. A cry for help?
I have the urge to stab myself in the eyes whenever I'm holding sharp objects; pencils, scissors, knives. I picture myself doing it and it makes me flinch, I have to get away from the sharp thing because I'm afraid I'll really do it. Sadie
I can't explain why but, whenever I am around someone I get an unexpected urge to bite them. Sometimes it scares me and other times it thrills me. Just the other day I wanted to bite my little sister on the shoulder, all the way through, until my teeth touched each other. It was different this time though, I kept leaning in to do it but was distracted. I can usually calm down the urge by running barefoot or swimming underwater for a while. But it's getting outta hand and now it's not only people I want to bite. Chicken Bones, my dogs chew toy, and pencils have all been inside of my mouth now. Am I weird? No one knows about this urge but me. And I feel like if I do end up biting somebody soon, everyone will start to avoid me...
Whenever I'm in the shower I get an urge to turn the water up really hot and see how long I can take the scolding pain for. Never done it, always forcing myself not to, as I don't want to injure myself. Sometimes if it gets too overwhelming I do it with cold water instead just to get it out of my system. mb
Whenever I see someone put their hands on their hips or extend their elbows out in some way, I always have the urge to bite/squeeze it. I really don't know what the hell is wrong with me. Maria
Whenever I'm walking alone near a large lake or river, I really just want to chuck everything in my pockets as far out in to the water as possible and run away forever.
I think about joking to someone that I am throwing up if I'm bored. I especially feel like telling people that I'm vomiting on their belongings and giggling, though there are blatantly no signs of vomit. It's stupid and I'm not sure why I think it.
-I often have the urge to drive off a highway..a really really tall highway.
- if someone I don't know talks to me in the morning I have the urge to punch them in the throat and tell them to stfu, especially if they tell me good morning. c squared
when I get really stressed out I feel the urge to take a whole lot of drugs. Like acid or something else crazy from fear and loathing in las vegas.
I get tired of the responsibility and I want to see what its like being a degenerate like some of my friends
Recently, every time I find myself somewhere high up, such as a building or a bridge, particularly one specific bridge near my house, I have the overwhelming urge to jump.
The only thing that stops me is the fact that I would get dirty if I jumped into the murky water below. If I could know I would land on a clean surface, I would do it.
I have a very strong urge to chew on glass. When I drink from a beer bottle or a drinking glass, I often imagine biting the top off the bottle or taking a bite out of the side of the glass. Mindy
I get the urge to shove everything I see down my shirt, I do not know why, but I like it... Also I love to bite people. And animals... It makes me feel like a velociraptor. rawr. Dick
When I'm at a train station I want to jump onto the track just as a train rolls in so that I can outrun it as everyone looks on in horror. Just as I escape it by a few inches, everyone would cheer and there'd be an article in the paper about me that I could point out to strangers. Tom
I am almost 20 and I still have the urge to put almost everyting I see into my mouth, I even have gone as far as licking posters, cd covers, dvd covers, and items in wal-mart.
I also have this urge to lick my music professor (just not his feet).
and lastly, I have the strong urge to commit a terrible crime just because I am convinced I could get away with it.
While I am driving I find myself always wanting to ram my car right into the back of every car that makes me mad. Even cars that don't sometimes, I just want to ram my car into theirs and drive away... weird?
On a few occasions, when I was sitting beside someone (doesn't matter who or what gender they are) I get the sudden urge to lean over, put my mouth over their nose and suck all the snot out their nostrils. Eww gross. TheDude
In college some of our lecture theatres are really big and pretty steep, and myself and my friends sit quite high up. Sitting with my laptop infront of me I get a strong urge to lift up my laptop and hurl the big thing down the lecture theatre hoping it'll either smash to pieces on a table, or skull someone in the back of the head. But I'd never in my right mind do that, my laptop costs money!
When ever im around good friends and company, i cant help but want to just stave thier heads in with a household object...i know im not going to, and that i shouldnt think it...but...
I have this overwhelming urge that when I see bare feet i have to tickle them. I am a male, and yes I have had that urge for men too. luckily I still have my life and have only succumbed to the urge on women and kids. Moses
Every time i go on an escalator a really want to slide down the bit seperating the up and down escalators. Whenever i go in a supermarket i wanna pull all the things off the shelves. Oh, and when i go in elevators i really want to press the alarm button or close the doors just as someone with a handicap comes. But luckily i havent done any of this. Yet. Mr h.